..untittled..for now..
..it's 2.30am and ive just finished watching Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham on TV3..
..Kabhi Kushi,what?!!Hindi movie?!!
..yup,yours truly was (and sometimes,"still" is) a Hindi movie freak.back in my uni and jobless-graduate days,i was a die-hard fan of Hindi movies.I wouldnt miss any movies starring Shah Rukh Khan,Kajol,Amir Khan and Pretty Zinta.me and my housemates used to buy and trade loads of Hindi movies.and I can assure you,90% of the times I would end up crying or sighing blissfully of such a romantic ending.
..but Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham or KKKG for short,is my all time favourite.And my mum's.So much so,we bought both pirated and original CDs.and we would play it on the CD player day in day out,to the extend my dad couldnt take it but to join in to see what was the fuss all about.
..to date,ive watched the movie for almost..oh..close to 20 times?maybe not a record breaker.but it nearly broke my CD player especially for the pause and rewind button,LOL..
..but what touches me the most about the movie is the love and bond between husband & wife,mother&son,between brothers and of course between two lovers.watching how determined Rahul (the char played by Shah Rukh Khan) to woo the pagal (crazy in Hindi) Anjali,and how protective he was of her,made me wanting someone to love me with that kind of love and passion.
..im sorry if some of you are getting all quesy on this mushy-lovey-dovey thing..but hey!it's my blog.and im my romantic mood,so bear with me..
..back to the movie and it's aftrmath effect on me.it made me appreciated myself more and i realised that i shuddun settled for anything less..and to wait for the right person to come and fill the void in me (ehchewah!).and also NOT to settle for mr-asalkan-ada-bf-and-im-not-single ..
..the truth is,i was afraid of being alone,single,available.i couldnt really grasp with the fact that i might hafta spend my weekends alone,if im not out with frens&family,and no one to gimme flowers bla2 on Val's day..stuff like dat..i know its sounds kinda lame,a bit of self-centered and helpless,not to mention desperate,but i just couldnt.
..but after my last break-up with mr-cukup2-makan-asalkan-ada i decided that ive had enuff of all this "for the moment" kind of relationship.i stayed single for 2 years..and viola!mr right,mr-REALLY-right came along without even me realizing it.and he was almost like Rahul in KKKG.in fact even better (coz he's fairer,and ive always had this thing about fair guys).
..the funny thing is that,ive known him for close to 4 years prior to us becoming a couple.we were "buddies" back in our uni days.we hang-out a lot.i was part of "the gang" which had very few girl members.he even dated one of my frens.it's really interesting how,despite me thinking i know him well,now that im with him,i discovered new stuff about him.and with him,i feel complete.it's like he compliments the missing part in me.dun get me wrong.its not like i cant live without him or i need him to make me feel whole.it's just that,with him,i feel perfect.
..we had a slight misunderstanding today.actually it was my fault.it was raining heavily dis late afternoon.initially i was to park my car at his place and then we switched to his car coz i didnt feel like driving in the rain.but the rain was really,really heavy..i couldnt even say that it was pouring.it was raining plus strong winds.nway,i decided that i might as well drive rather than having to get out of my car and switch to his and getting drenched within seconds.
..the thing is with me,when the condition is bad for driving,i can be very,very impatient and "cranky" and ill be quite vulgar,swearing and all.i know he doesnt like it when i swear but the hot-headed me sometimes think "with" rage rather than the brain.so,he was quiet throughtout the journey.and i soon realized that ive pissed him off.and that spoilt my mood and i soon became upset becoz he was upset with me becoz of my own wrong doing
..see where im getting here?women can be really complicated at times,i tell ya :-p..nways,when im upset,ill cry..boohoo..so,being the hunny that he is,he cracked up a joke to break the silence and to cheer me up.he is just a gem!i know i shud be the one apologizing and try to rectify the problem.instead he gave in..
..and when i watched Rahul & Anjali in KKKG tonite and how passionately in love they are,it reminds me of how lucky i am to have my hunny.i couldnt ask for a better person than him coz he is the best,the one for me..
..sayang,i know you dont read my blog (he doesnt read blogs,actually)..but i just wanna say..Thank you for completing me,sayang.I love you,forever insyallah..
..yup,yours truly was (and sometimes,"still" is) a Hindi movie freak.back in my uni and jobless-graduate days,i was a die-hard fan of Hindi movies.I wouldnt miss any movies starring Shah Rukh Khan,Kajol,Amir Khan and Pretty Zinta.me and my housemates used to buy and trade loads of Hindi movies.and I can assure you,90% of the times I would end up crying or sighing blissfully of such a romantic ending.
..but Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham or KKKG for short,is my all time favourite.And my mum's.So much so,we bought both pirated and original CDs.and we would play it on the CD player day in day out,to the extend my dad couldnt take it but to join in to see what was the fuss all about.
..to date,ive watched the movie for almost..oh..close to 20 times?maybe not a record breaker.but it nearly broke my CD player especially for the pause and rewind button,LOL..
..but what touches me the most about the movie is the love and bond between husband & wife,mother&son,between brothers and of course between two lovers.watching how determined Rahul (the char played by Shah Rukh Khan) to woo the pagal (crazy in Hindi) Anjali,and how protective he was of her,made me wanting someone to love me with that kind of love and passion.
..im sorry if some of you are getting all quesy on this mushy-lovey-dovey thing..but hey!it's my blog.and im my romantic mood,so bear with me..
..back to the movie and it's aftrmath effect on me.it made me appreciated myself more and i realised that i shuddun settled for anything less..and to wait for the right person to come and fill the void in me (ehchewah!).and also NOT to settle for mr-asalkan-ada-bf-and-im-not-single ..
..the truth is,i was afraid of being alone,single,available.i couldnt really grasp with the fact that i might hafta spend my weekends alone,if im not out with frens&family,and no one to gimme flowers bla2 on Val's day..stuff like dat..i know its sounds kinda lame,a bit of self-centered and helpless,not to mention desperate,but i just couldnt.
..but after my last break-up with mr-cukup2-makan-asalkan-ada i decided that ive had enuff of all this "for the moment" kind of relationship.i stayed single for 2 years..and viola!mr right,mr-REALLY-right came along without even me realizing it.and he was almost like Rahul in KKKG.in fact even better (coz he's fairer,and ive always had this thing about fair guys).
..the funny thing is that,ive known him for close to 4 years prior to us becoming a couple.we were "buddies" back in our uni days.we hang-out a lot.i was part of "the gang" which had very few girl members.he even dated one of my frens.it's really interesting how,despite me thinking i know him well,now that im with him,i discovered new stuff about him.and with him,i feel complete.it's like he compliments the missing part in me.dun get me wrong.its not like i cant live without him or i need him to make me feel whole.it's just that,with him,i feel perfect.
..we had a slight misunderstanding today.actually it was my fault.it was raining heavily dis late afternoon.initially i was to park my car at his place and then we switched to his car coz i didnt feel like driving in the rain.but the rain was really,really heavy..i couldnt even say that it was pouring.it was raining plus strong winds.nway,i decided that i might as well drive rather than having to get out of my car and switch to his and getting drenched within seconds.
..the thing is with me,when the condition is bad for driving,i can be very,very impatient and "cranky" and ill be quite vulgar,swearing and all.i know he doesnt like it when i swear but the hot-headed me sometimes think "with" rage rather than the brain.so,he was quiet throughtout the journey.and i soon realized that ive pissed him off.and that spoilt my mood and i soon became upset becoz he was upset with me becoz of my own wrong doing
..see where im getting here?women can be really complicated at times,i tell ya :-p..nways,when im upset,ill cry..boohoo..so,being the hunny that he is,he cracked up a joke to break the silence and to cheer me up.he is just a gem!i know i shud be the one apologizing and try to rectify the problem.instead he gave in..
..and when i watched Rahul & Anjali in KKKG tonite and how passionately in love they are,it reminds me of how lucky i am to have my hunny.i couldnt ask for a better person than him coz he is the best,the one for me..
..sayang,i know you dont read my blog (he doesnt read blogs,actually)..but i just wanna say..Thank you for completing me,sayang.I love you,forever insyallah..
posted by ady-rynn @ 2:36 AM
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