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Romantic Compatibility

Leo & Cancer

When Cancer and Leo make a love match, they understand and know how to satisfy basic emotional needs within one another. Both these Signs require dedication and tender, loving care, but while Cancer seeks stability and emotional harmony, Leo craves heartfelt compliments and sincere admiration. Both are strongly loyal, even to the point of possessiveness, Cancer for safety's sake, Leo for the sake of their self-confidence. They are also both committed to a enduring, rewarding connection. Since their desires are similar, a Cancer and a Leo may fill very important voids in each other's lives.

Both Leo and Cancer prefer comfort and security, and they prefer both on a grand scale. Cancer and Leo enjoy a lovely home and a close-knit family. Leo provides the flair and the passion, and Cancer brings to the home a sensitive but intense instinct to nurture. Leo is the bigger and bolder and more vivid of this couple, the picture of majesty and status. Because both Signs are so strong-minded, these two must always work attentively to understand and accept one another.

The intense and emotional Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, while the bright, bold Sun (the Self) rules Leo. The Sun is about ego and self, radiating warmth and light, and vibrant Leo indeed radiates this kind of energy and enthusiasm. The Moon concerns itself with nurturing, with creating and maintaining emotional connections. This combination of masculine and feminine energy is why the Sun and the Moon adore and sustain one another other as they do. The Sun represents life, and The Moon cultivation and growth; as long as they are mindful of their inherent differences, their combination can be a positive one.

Cancer is a Water Sign, and Leo is a Fire Sign. Leo strives with an ardent energy toward praise and appreciation, while Cancer yearns more for security and stability. Both Signs like to take charge, but they come at a leadership role from very different directions. No small number of disputes can rise from this difference. As long as Cancer and Leo never take for granted their relationship, as long as they reassure one another in practical and romantic ways that this relationship is important to both of them, they can usually find a happy medium.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Leo is a Fixed Sign. Under stress, Leo becomes opinionated and stubborn, and Cancer can act as a subtle manipulative force. Cancer's the persistent initiator of shared plans, and Leo channels their energies and works doggedly to move plans to completion. If given the choice, the Crab would choose a calm and stable life, having no need for glamour or acclaim. Leo, on the other hand, loves to shake things up and embraces the unexpected and the novel. Though a Leo and a Cancer may commit emotionally to a relationship, each of them can continue to follow their natural instincts AND devote themselves thoroughly and completely to one another. If, however, they haven't made their love intentions clear to one another, they may find themselves on a never-ending emotional roller coaster ride. Cancer, hiding behind that innocent shell of theirs, can be the more quietly controlling of this pair and might -- to a degree -- manipulate their Leo loved one when it seems practical to do so.

What's the best aspect of the Cancer-Leo relationship? Their mutual commitment to a sincere relationship. Together this pair can share a supportive, positive and healthy vibe. People see them as a winning combination, and their mutual desire for a secure, loving relationship makes them strive for harmony.

Holiday blues..Wedding blues..Thank god im not blue..*hik*

Urghh..what a tiring weekend.After office on Friday,Xmas eve,I rushed to Manjalara (with the help of Gigi,her car and Gigi's extreme driving skills,hehe) and made it there juz in time for Matot to step op her gas and speed to Nilai at 140 km/h..I hope we didnt get a ticket for that,ahaha.

We made it before the nikah started..well actually it juz started.But nways,Pagh looked radiant in her white lacey kurung.So sweet and lovely..I havent seen Pagh since Bas's wedding and she looked totally different that nite.Pagh has always been pretty,sweet and soft.But that nite she was,awesome.Zul is lucky to have such a special and lovely person as his soulmate..Nways,during the nikah before the akad "session",Pagh's dad gave a really touching speech.I wonder what my dad would say during my nikah.I bet he'll announce that he's glad to finally get rid of me and save on food supply,hehe..Juz kidding Baba :-p..Later on,Zul gave a short speech.Boy!He was cool and confident.But he's really good when it comes to impromptu speeches.If it were to be my ayang,hmmmh..xtau-laa..Pagh & Zul were united on Zul's 2nd lafaz.Alhamdulillah..

After nikah,we went to Pagh's house for photo-taking wif "pengantin" and chow time,hehehe..Pagh's room was AWESOME!!Her mum's handiwork was excellent.It was juz like Lovely Lace but even better.Laura Ashley eat ur heart out..Here comes Alang Lace,ahaha.Puasnya amik gambar with pengantin without so many other people around.Gambar2..Makan2..We left Nilai at 11.30 to stop by at Kell's place.It seems dat Asean was waiting for us.Sian dia..So,when we reached Kell's,trus photo session.Macam artist pun ade..Photo shot sana sini..hehe..Borak2 with Kell,more photo shots in Kell's bedroom (which is also gorgeous!!) we had to leave as it was already 1.30am..Huuuaarghh!!From Manjalara,nak balik Ulu Klang lagi.When me n Juj reached my house,we were both exhausted!!Je suis tres fatigue!!

When me n Juj woke up,it was nearly 12 in d afternoon.Mmg x senonoh anak dara dua nih,ahaha..Later in the evening,me n Juj met up with Julie,Ayu n Jun (Julie's sis).Had dinner at Souled Out,Hartamas.Really had a jolly good time catching up on news n happenings.After dat,we continued our gossip session at Secret Recipe..Typical of us gurls,mana cukup borak sekejap2..(Hence a reminiscene of me,Juj n Dekna's borak-a-thon at Hartamas).Maybe its juz d atmosphere at Hartamas,u tend to chat for a long loooonnnnggg time.Dats how they make money by making us hopping from 1 place to another or buying more drinks..Hummhh,hafta be clarified,ahahaha..

Sunday was the wedding on Zul's side.I went with my two escorts..Benjy n Ismat,my two brothers.Babed was already there and frantically calling me to hurry up.Saw Hezra with her two sisters.But she didnt see us as she was busy chatting with the koleq-ians.Well,us Kolej-ians (i.e me n babed,majang not included as she was the pengapit) made our way quietly to the end of the hall.The food was nice and different as it was Nasi Beriyani Gham (Zul's mum is a Johorean :-D ).That was the last wedding for the week.Fuih,it was rather exhausting with all the commotion and excitement of wedding.Cant imagine if it were to be my own,I'll totally collapsed (into the arms of my loving ayang,of course ;-p)..

Life goes on and on and on and .....

In about less than 2 weeks,it will be a brand new year.Supposedly by this time,we should have fulfilled or at least try to fulfill the current year's resolutions.Unfortunately for me,I couldnt even remember wat was my resolution for this year much less trying to fulfill it.I think Im not DE only one guilty of this sin.Most of us embraced the new year with a list of resolutions and dreams of fulfilling it.But how many of us ACTUALLY did what we vow to do?That's what is happening to us all,or to be exact,to me.I vow to do things but didnt get around to actually attempt to do it.

Lately,Ive been doing some thinking about life,career,friendship and family (dat basically covers about everything anyway).Im gonna be 25 next year.What have I accomplished in these years?I remember 10 years back I used to imagine how I would be when Ive grown up.But what Im going through right now is waaaaaayyyyyyy beyond what I imagined.A lot of things has happened in my life.Some of it good,some are ok,the rest is unimaginable
:-p..But all of it makes who I am today.

Im not really fond of expressing myself openly even to myself?!! (i.e I prefer my thots esp. my inner most secretive thots,to remain in my head,not to be written down even in my diary).I choose what to say and what not to.Everyone who knows me would immediately remark that Im talkative and friendly,very open about stuff.But there are stuff that I couldnt even bring myself to think about.When Im sad or depressed,I prefer to keep it to myself.But when Im happy and excited,I'll tell the whole world..I guess I prefer to be potrayed or seen as postive all the time.I dont like my weakness to be known.I guess thats why Im Cancerian.I will come out of my shell when Im confident and brave but I prefer to retreat and stay in my shell when I feel vulnerable..Kinda like a safety measure,hehehe..But for this coming new year,one of my resolution is to be able to express myself openly especially in my relationship.I think I cant bear to keep it all to myself anymore.Its KILLIN' ME!!!

Rush..rush..but,for wat?!!

Woke up really early this morning (well,earlier than usual).Prepared my stuff for d day since Im back to taking the bus to lrt.."Pak Min" smiled at me when I board the bus.Was it a smile or maybe he was smirking to see that Im back at his mercy for THE ride to my office..Whatever-laa,I dont care.Anim took the same bus as me..Yay!!Ade kwn nak borak dlm train.I quickly grabbed Anim when I got down the bus.Tiba2 Babed plak call..Wat a busy morning.

Babed: "Camne nakgi Chow Kit?"
Me : "Buat ape kau nakgi Chow Kit?!!"
Babed: "Nak beli fresh flowers murah.Kat Chow Kit-laa,kan?"
Me : "Duh,kau dah lama sgt duk UK.Kat PS-laa murah.One bundle camtuh less than $10 je"
Babed: "Ye ke?"

God,my own best buddy,questioning my judgement?!!ahaha..Eventually I got off the phone wif Babed's usual line .."Aku malas nak cakap ngan kau-laa"..Whatever-laa bird..So,I quickly chatted off with Anim.All the way to KLCC.Then Anim went her way to Central and me to Tower 2..

Hari2 pun kena ambik pass.Bila-laa tower pass nih nak siap?Lembab betul org KLCC Urusharta nih (too bad if anyone reading dis is working wif KLCC).Wen thru the bar scanner thingy,up the escalator and thru the metal detecter thingy.1st lift was crowded wif people.I dashed to the right lift lobby at Level 42 to a direct lift to Level 61..Sampai awal hari nih..So proud of myself :-D..

Work,work,work,chat,work,chat.work..LUNCH TIME!!Today our dept are gonna haf lunch at Madam Kwan's.God!!Bestnya makan.But the sad part is that it will definitely ruin my diet.So sad.Maybe I'll juz get the salad or something.Much thanx to Aaron for making the dept lunch successful.YOU'RE THE BEST!!hehehe..

When I got there,I declared that I was on diet and cant eat much.Instead of encoragement Sheila asked me to go and buy fruits from Cold Storage..sob sob..hehehe..So,ok-laa,I had Nasi Bajorai (or something like dat-laa) and sago pudding.So much for my diet..It was a huge but delicious dish/meal or whatever.I had to restrain myself from polishing everything off the plate (like I used to do).Instead,I had small bites of rice,bits of the chicken n a piece of the beef rendang.Rugi2..Then came the dessert.Everyone else had cendol except urs truly.I really like the sago pudding there.Dat was the one dish dat I really enjoyed..nyum nyumm..

On d way back had to rush to the bank.As I was going thru the TT form I realised I missed out some info.Rushed back to the office.Rushed down to RHB again.Xde company chop.Back to office again.Down to RHB,again..No foreign a/c no..Man!!I was about to collapsed.Thank god I brought down the invoice.Finally,it was all done with the help of Awie,the bank teller..

What a day.I couldnt say my life is boring with such "exciting" working-style..

Blog..blog..Where art thou blog?

I started the day wif a glass of Milo and a pair of chopsticks.I planned to eat my mihun but I was caught up wif my e-mails n stuff.Soon,d bfast became lunch..as always.Nways,Ive started dis so called blog fer quite some time.Never got around to actually filled it up.But wen I went thru blogs from my fellow TKC-mates,de desire to to write was overwhelming.I was always postponing my blog entry on the basis dat I was busy.But today,wif my work all done and no further instruction from my manager (since she is on leave),I had ALL the time in d world to write (or at least attempt to).

Writing has been a passion of mine eversince I learnt how to read n write.I was always scribbling on sthing about..well,anything.I wasnt the greatest writer ever,be it in school or uni.I write for my own pleasure.You could say my sister is the better writer.She loves to write to the extend of making novels (and her frens actually borrowed her novels to read!).But lately,the only writing I do is either in broken English and abbriviation via sms,or through reporting for work AND yahoo messenger,hik...Ive lost my touch and passion,sadly to say..So,my aim for the new year is to fill-up my blog at least on weekly basis.

May my aim do come true..Amin :-p