..of best frens and life..

..i missed out 2 weddings last weekend.one was Onnek's at Seremban.the other one Mueya's at TTDI.to both brides,im really sorry i couldnt make it to your reception.had some family matters to attend to and it required my urgent and immediate attention..

..Selamat Pengantin Baru and Semoga bahagia hingga akhir hayat..Amin..

..i was reading a post by PaperKlutz of her views on frens and marriages.so far,i haven't felt the 'lost' of a close fren(s) getting married.present time,all my buddies are still single tho not available :p..so,hanging out wif them is not a problem (well,not that much nway,LOL)

..but come next year,a close babe of mine is tying the knot.and truthfully im kinda sad.i know i should be happy for her coz she's getting married,she'll have someone to look after her,take care of her needs,someone who loves her immensely,to share her joy and sorrow etc etc..i know im just being plain selfish for not wanting her to settle down so soon.but i cant help myself.

..'cause wat if she makes the wrong decision?wat if the guy,despite her knowing him for so many years,turns out to be a monster after marriage?what if married life is not what she wants,actually?wat if she feels bored but she cant 'get out' of it 'cause that will make her parents disown her or sumthing,thus she ends up feeling depressed and sad her whole life?wat if?wat if?..

..i know im being ridiculous and silly.im not God.i cant possibly know will happen in the future.for all i know,she'll be even more happier than when she's single.and the husband could win "Husband of The Year" award or sumthing.

..sigh,sigh..i guess im just afraid of losing my fren.she might be too busy to hang out wif me even for a cuppa 'cause she has to devote herself to the family.and the only time i might be able to see her is during raya (cause you sure haf raya open house) or weddings or by going over to her house (kat rumah xleh nak bitch around and gossip,sigh..)

..slap!slap!pinch!pinch!..
..i shouldn't be such a bitch and so selfish.i should be happy for her,give her my full support,and be there to lend a hand/shouldre/ear (whichever applicable :-p ) when she needs a fren.accompany her shopping and to give ideas on her hantaran stuff and wedding dress..

..gurl,if you're reading this,i just wanna say that whatever your decision is,ill support you totally.you can count on me to stand by you and your decision.whatever makes you happy makes me happy as well.ill never judge you or critisize your actions (but i will give constructive and positive comments,hehehe).ill be there for you whenever you need me.i dont wanna see you sad n depressed.all i want is the best life could offer you and for you to be happy..

..fiddley dee..fiddle daa..fiddle hahahahaha..

..this is what happens when you've got too,TOO much time in hand..

..blog-laa bagai nak gila.

..tgh2 free ni mmg banyak idea,hehehe..for those who noticed,ive put a post this morning.and here i am,writing on another one.

..maybe i should go into journalism instead of accounting/finance..

..well nways,as i was going up the escalator this morning,i noticed this lady fiddling with the back of her t-shirt.then adjusting the belt and smoothening (got such word,ka?) her pants..while all of this was going on,subconsciously i was straightening my skirt as well.

..women loves to fiddle, i tell you.

..take me for example.upon leaving my room,ill stop at the mirror in the hall to check on my hair (not make-up 'cause i usually have enuff time to comb my hair,only). while stuck in a crawl (usually somewhere around Keramat area) i'll put on my gloss and check my hair,again.

..once i reach KLCC,before alighting from my car..yup,u know it.check my hair AND straightening my outfit.while walking,my hand goes to the back to fiddle with my waitsband and "smoothening" my hair (what's with the hair?!!)

..in office,before getting up from seat to go somewhere,check the pants then the top.before leaving the toilet,check from top to toe (but this is normal-laa.got one long mirror maa!)

..going for lunch,before leaving the surau area even while at the lift lobby where there some "mirrors" (if you could actually refer it as one),i'll check out myself.and always the case,"betulkan" the hair and the pants..

..now that im writing all this, i realize im quite like a freak!the obsession to look presentable at all times.

..but then again,who isnt?it is normal for women to have this obesession with appearance but most men are also fast becoming like one.sometimes even more obsessive than women themselves!

..take my hunny for one.he might look scruffy and 'selekeh' at times.but even when he's in his rugged and scruffy mode,he must be scruffy in his topman or fcuk tops and levi's..if i were to look 'selekeh',i would be in my oldest t-shirts,capris and with my hair uncombed,tied up wif any scrunchy..now that's what i call 'selekeh',hehehe..

..but,however concious men are on their appearance,they are most unlikely to be seen fiddling with their clothes/hair/face etc..they'll fiddle alright.but when they're in the loo.

..woopsy..it's lunch time!
..now,gotta make a quick run to the ladies to check on my hair and skirt..maybe reapply my gloss..

..apa nak jadi?!!..

..what has the world become into?if not because i have nothing much to do in the office (not by choice but due to the server failure which effects my WHOLE workload),i wouldnt wanna be updated with the latest happenings in Malaysia..

..this whole week was about cops filing suit against a teenager who reported the cop to ACA 'cause the cop asked for bribe in order for the teenager to escape from being summoned (now THAT's a mouthful,hehehe)..

..if not that,it's more about Mawi on his Mawi FC issues.and today on his "involvement" in politics.

..poor guy!eversince winning the Akademi Fantasia 3,his fame and name sky-rocketed in the music industry as well as the advertisement and other medias.his face could be seen on ads for EON,Canon,Mamee,Hotlink and much much more.and of course ASTRO (duh?!)..but that fame costs him his privacy and invasion on his personal life.

..furthermore,everyone..and i mean EVERYONE wants to have a say on how he runs his life.c'mon laa..give the poor guy a break! (you wuddun imagine ME defending Mawi if u've read my entries on AF3 LOL).but nways,i'm sure given the choice,he would opt for a simpler life (but WITH the fortune,of course..hehehe).

..it is fated that Asmawi Ani were to be the next Siti Nurhaliza..and he can't possibly managed his activities on his own,now can he?so,that's where the mangement team comes in.to help Mawi to organize his schedule.note the word schedule and not life?! so can you people,who are his loyal and ardent fans,STOP fussing and butting in on how to run his life!give him some breathing space..it's suffocating enough he gets it from the management,then there are the critics..now the fans wanna control him..si lor!! die-laa like that..

..woops! arin amil ke yang bercakap ni?yang membela Mawi?!
..omigod..something wrong with me today!hehehe..

..wokies,ive gotta get back to my..ermm..work?! eh,no,no,no..how to do work?
..then back to reading the news..

..BeerBuddy,im sorry that you've got a huge workload while im nicely sitting in the office,sipping my cuppa,savouring my cheese sandwich and blogging LOL..but,i was stucked in office while you jalan2 in Australia...so,jangan jealous ye?!hehehe..

..more drama in my life..

..ok,ok.the title doesn't exactly describe the posting.but ive ran out names/titles.and this was the 1st thing that popped to my head.

..started the day in a rather relaxed mood.though i was "kinda late" by the usual standard time it takes to reach KLCC,but i was saved because i met my collegue at the parking lot.so,"got geng"-laa..

..did the usuals.checking mails,reading online news and updating my billing/invoicing (this is my "usuals" eversince the SAP server is down)..life's getting pretty laidback and relaxed for me.and i DONT LIKE it one bit!

..some people might welcome this break.but im bored to death (well,not exactly but you get what i mean) with nothing much to do..yeah,i still have my billing and all,but all other transactions are SAP-dependent.

..i feel so helpless and useless.sitting in the office with nothing much to do.

..isykh,isykh.bosannya!

..hummh,i'll just get back to my online news..

..a much MUCH better day..

..it's wednesday (im sure you can see from the posting date).Currently it's only 10.54am and i've started blogging..

..wah!got so much free time meh?..

..ya lor!because my system is still down thus i have nothing to do.so,got free time laa..

..sigh!sadly,my server is still "down".it's not the normal software failure but the hardware has gone "kong".so,i hafta wait for the vendor to give it a thorough check and see what they can do about it..

..thankfully my manager is quite ok about my pending work (well,since it's beyond my control) and both of us are nicely having our "break in the office".we cant do anything because all our data are in the system (see the flaw,here?) and we dont have a back-up (see the flaw,here?)

..nways,on a much lighter note,the weekend was a good one for me..

..on saturday,had a wedding around noon on my mums' side.the relationship is quite lenghty to explain,so we'll just leave it as my mums' 2nd or 3rd cousin.then "rombongan raya" from my aunts/uncles,my cousins and some of the neighbours.in the evening was a makan2 at Uncle Lee's place by which Aunty ET made her delicious Mee Rebus..mmm yummy!!

..on sunday was a bit relaxing.the afternoon was spent at home and after asar was another makan2 at Aunty Aminah's place.another array of lavish food to indulge..hehehe!after that I hadta rush to pick-up Jamil at Puduraya and send him home..then,off to Subang to amik Juju to go for Hezz's makan2..

..walaweh!the whole weekend was spent eating,EATING,makan & MAKAN lagi.gemuk weh!!
..i'm sorry sayang,i can't decline open house invitations.and xkan go to open house xmakan,rite?

..i took photos for both open house(s).it can be viewed at my fotopages.

..this weekend is another whole lot of activities going on.i dunno whether i can keep up with this social visits demand,hehehe.but until come next year,ill enjoy all these makan2,weddinngs and etc etc..

..who to blame?!!..

..i know i rarely complaint or blog about my company as a whole..except for the outrageous antics of my "roomates"..but today's incident or episode or watever is way Way WAYYYYY beyond my level of patience..

..i'm gonna strangle that bloody *#@%ing person !!

..the thing is that,he is not to be blamed entirely.he cant help it if he is a lembik nak m****s.after all the fellow is sick.siket pun dah xleh tahan..so,who else to put the blame on?

..nobody..that's the bloody point!!

..there's no one that i can blame.

..i am in dire straits.im so pissed off that i cried.geram yg teramat geram..

..ive got a whole huge pile of transactions to do and things to post to the system.but im unable to do all this because the god damn server is down (at THE MOST covenient time,of all times) and I have to get everything done by TODAY!!

..the person in charge of the bloody server is just as sick as the machine.wat am i to do if he cant even walk because his bloody *toot* or watever is hurt?!! urghh!!geram gila,ok?

..plus he can send a mail to me saying that he is sorry and he thanked me for my patience..

..patience?PATIENCE?!!!!

..the thing is,there are 2 other person who can actually fix the server.but both of them are unavailable.one is in out of malaysia and the other in project.so that leaves me wif mr. lembik..

..and mr lembik himself has got into a series of contreversional issues regarding the office network/pc stuff.but none of them involved me directly,which is alhamdulillah,good..

..but now,im in deep s**t and only mr lembik can solve it.and mr lembik is sick pulak..so,see my frustration?!!

..im sorry that he is sick,i really am.i wuddun wanna b having watever that he is having/had.but i also need to get my work done..and we are not talking about 1 or 2 transactions.these are a whole month transactions dat has been put on hold initially becoz of the deepavali/raya break.can u juz imagine the workload?! Gila banyak,ok?

..come monday,my manager is gonna scream and i hope,i really hope mr lembik is back for some "venting out frustration" session.until then,ive gotta do things that can take my mind of this coming monday..

..breathe,breathe..

..Salon The Review..

..Salon..suka jugak-laa citer ni..

..i know i owe a lot of movie reviews yg kata nak review tp x buat2..so,im finally keeping to my words.my review of SALON..

..it's story bout two individual Luna and Ezra.they lead their own lives separately until fate brought them together..chewah!klass gitu..ahahaha..

..Luna is an orphan who owns a beauty parlour and has two close people in her life,Asmadi,her assistant & friend and Zora,her cousin.Luna is engaged to Zyhan,an older-and-not-handsome businessman (my review,so can comment like that,ok? LOL).
..On another part of KL,Ezra a salesman for this "cikai" plastic bottle/container company.Ezra lives in a rented studio which is sometimes "let out" for people looking for a place to crash for few hours (ala2 bilik untuk disewa-laa).The nature of the "business" that takes place,varies to karaoke session,dvd marathon session and erk.."other type" of session.
..Somehow or rather Luna got to know a pub/club singer called Daniel (the meeting place scene you guys MESTI tgk,ok?).So,they went out.Once.Twice.Thrice.And more..and more.As for Ezra,he falls for his collegue Emma,who he calls his "99% perfect girl".They also went out,makan2,DVD marathon and much more.In fact in my opinion they look so cute,so compatible together (from this statement you can tell that the acting was good,it was natural!).
..Life goes on,yadaa,yadaa..Luna meets Ezra becoz she was in need of quick and LOADS of plastic containers for her beauty salon stuff.And then fate takes its own course.

..In Salon, lovers come with their own story and secrets. We discover that the meaning of love goes deeper beneath the skin of things and what works for some, may not hold true for others. Love is certainly more than just cosmetic -->this one is from Salon's website i curi,hehehe

..I cannot-laa tell the whole story kan?Then there wouldnt be any need for you guys to watch it.But juz pegi-laa tgk coz it's worth your money (in my case i got my tickets at a student rate,hehehe..).The story is very natural and everyone can relate to it.I like the fact that it doesnt exxagrate.And there's a lot of scenes at this place that i like to crash,Hoxes Bookstore Cafe..So,lagi-laa i like the movie.Jadi marilah kita watch Salon!..and pergi makan di Hoxes..Yeayy!

..post Aidilfitri..

..sigh sigh sigh..

..if my Atok ada,sure he'll scold me.
.." x elok orang-orang muda mengeluh"..

..xmo-laa start a new post with such down-hearted spirit.So menyambut seruan Yamm on updating my blog and putting some pics in as well (on which I belum berjaya lagi due to some technical dificulties)..I shall blog on happy,happy stuff.Yeay!!

..so far my raya is a nice one.i wanted to snap loads of photos since i recently bought a new digital camera (hyper-crystal LCD screen wooo!!).but the kelam-kabut ME nicely left my batt charger at home,in KL and only realized it upon reaching Machap!! (that's like 3/4 of the journey already,man!)

..so for those who wanna view the photos..hafta checkout on my fotopages..not that many pics but ada-laa..for those who wanna know how this mysterious ME look like (hehehe,perasan sendiri)..you can check it out as well,LOL!!

..back to my Raya story,I spent 1st to 4th raya in JB and took extra 2 days off to enjoy some leisure time in KL.the best thing 'bout this year's raya is that..I STILL GET DUIT RAYA!! Yippie! hehehe..but i didnt spend them.simpan je tau..baik,kan?hehehe..

..i managed to catch the movie Salon on Tuesday..not too bad-laa.I had my eye on Pierre Andre from Gol & Gincu and he was one of the reason I wanted to watch Salon..all in all i give them 4 stars..

..i shall not review it here in this posting..gimme a sec and i'll post another entry specially for Salon..tunggu....